My Sadness

Feeling sad
And don’t wanna talk
Is the feeling I get
Since am so sad
So very sad
Not in looks
But deep down
In heart of mine
Which has held so much
Since long
Still holding some things I try to
Which were of the past
Thought try I to forget all
Since useful it isn’t
To be holding so much of the past
Which I think of as thoughts
Which were dark
And still are
Since they spoke of the loneliness
I lived
And have befriended
Since stopped I have searching friends
Who understand me
For when I thought I was understood
Wrong I was proved
Which taught me lonely you have to be
Since trusted is to be none
Especially ones who make promises
To not fulfill
And hurt I remain
At the end
Which is sad
But true.